The movement of a parasite

I am in the middle of the biggest change in my life. Change from being a student, the living parasite for my mom, into an unemployed, even worse parasite. Yesh. I got my degree!

Being unemployed actually changed me in a way. I recollect things that I left behind in the past, either by accident or on purpose. I came closer to my Lord and try to redeem every mistakes I made in the past (while still doing most of it, off course, I'm just a human with need).

I found worried, peace, comfort, confusion, many many things during this period, that hopefully changed me into a better bigger person (NOT physically).

Graduation ceremony, is kinda marking the path that I left behind. All (almost) 20 years of education, 5 years in college that seems like forever, that influenced my life, how I think, how I behave (that apparently very confusing for many people), and in the end lead me to be a mature D.

I am no longer a confuse teenagers that trying to find what to do, where to go, how to behave and who to follow.
I am the exact myself with all my stupid noble idealism, that believe the Almighty will use me to change the world into a better places.

So.. yeah.. I know I have changed from being a parasite into a superwoman wannabe. But hey! Dreams can come true if u dare to work it out anyway!!!