My Idealism

As who am I to try to convince people what the best is. Yet, I acknowledge my basic human right, freedom of speech . Toward the idea of what a retard kind of opinion that might pops up when someone read this. I don’t care. That much.

 It's about my idealism. A simple thought just enough to say what kind of person I am and why I do certain thing. Maybe it's called the core value of a human being - I'm not sure since I was graduated as philanthropist and not a psychologist.

 Anyway, my idealism is as simple as "Treat people the way you want to be treated"

In practice: 

• Don’t bug people unless I want to be bug by them 
• Never say bad things to someone or using bad tones that might hurt them on purpose unless I am ready to be treated like that - heck! I don’t wanna be hurt by sarcasm. 
• Cant let someone feel ignored and unloved coz I've been there and it totally kills.

And other stuff.

My sister was kinda helping me by making it simple and called my idealism as 'a complete egoist'. I heard it as if she's said 'you are an egoist bitch!'. Tells me that I am too ignorant. As much as I love arguing - it's a new branch of sport for me, I can't seem to get this straight with her.

Let me try to make it clear why I think it's a good idealism.

Seeing that I don’t wanna be treated like hell, I try to do good to people. As good as I could. I don’t do colonialism toward people weaker and smaller than me coz they are all human who have hearts. Every moment when I am not under alcohol or high-level of stress, I always think what it is for them. How would I feel if I were them.

I never understand some people who acknowledge themselves as 'caring, nice, understanding' person, but shows different reaction. This is what I meant: have you ever know anyone, who always treat you in a way hurt you, like borrow money from you, and you always let them do that. But once you asked them to lent you money, they were treating you like a beggar who's going to steal his money. RUBBISH!

Or someone whose heart easily hurt when you talk sh*t to them. But they always do the same thing to you? You need to pay attention to what you say to them and look at them! Throw rubbish right into your eyes. OUCH!

I HATE that kind of people.  If I talk rubbish to someone, they can do the same to me. If they disrespect me, tell me one reason not to do that back.

And just because I care and being nice about someone, doesn’t mean I like them or they treat me lightly. There is reason for everything. I just don’t want to let anyone feel alone, unloved, forgotten. I always trying to be A GOOD FRIEND and if that creates misunderstanding or it gives you a reason to bully me. Use me as your garbage can. As your television. As your pillow. Sorry sir. You need to get away at this instance!

Yeah… and still people think I'm an egoist bitch. Life oh life…